Sou ka, sore shaa nai na

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So.

I don't know.

I really don't. What the hell am I doing. With him, both of them, everyone? I just...

I don't know.
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I think my ass is finally starting to stop hurting.

...No, you pervs. Horse riding. Sheesh. Who knew I had muscles there. It's quite obvious it had been a while. Nice, though.

[FILTERED TO: NINO]
Ever driven a Porsche before?
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So, Drama Club auditions, hm? Good luck with that, for those who're participating.

Oh, one more thing... Oi, Jin. Didn't I say no tits and ass in my room? I admit it's a nice ass but the long blond hair kind of ruins it for me. (And don't even ask me why I assume it's yours.)

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Birthday, hmm... I wonder...

I guess it doesn't matter. It's not like I'm going to ask.
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I was going to go and pick up some stuff this weekend, but it seems I'll be away. If you guys really love me, you'll put up some nice posters and stuff while I'm gone. (No, Jin, not of girls. Get over that already.)

By the way, did you hear

...fuck

I'll be back, baby's crying.

Maybe it misses its mother. (Yo, Shibutani, we should name it some day soon. How does Lindsay sound. I'm fairly sure it's a girl.)

And once again I manage to neglect this thing for over a week. Well, in my defence, I've been busy. Been places, done things, you know the drill. For those of you who haven't seen my new room yet, come over for a little week-late house warming party, hm? And for those of you who have seen it before... let's do that again some time. ;)

You know, I think my room is kind of empty. I might go into town this weekend to get some nice posters or something, anyone feel like tagging along? Preferably someone who won't try to get me interested in colourful floral patterns on the wall, thanks.

And for some reason that reminds me...

Yo coach, heard something about the basketball competition schedule, yet? And don't pretend you don't read my journal because I know you do. Don't make me come to the nurse's office.

Oh! I almost forgot. Thanks, everyone who left chocolate at my door (or Tomo's actually, good thing I checked) or Mike's. I think I'll be eating this stash until Valentine's Day next year.

Ne, Akanishi. How many chocolates did you get. ;D

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[FILTERED TO: MIKE]
I'm moving out on Sunday, okay? So Saturday is still safe. ♥
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[FILTERED TO: NINO-NII]
Thanks. ♥
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[FILTERED TO: JIN]
Now do you understand what I wanted to talk to you about?
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Ah, maybe Siberia isn't such a bad idea, after all.

Found another club to join instead of Drama Club this semester. Shoon-kun, yoroshiku ne. (Forgive me for being so free, there's too many Yamashitas in this school.)

Did everyone have a great weekend? Mine was kind of packed, but I got to hang out with a few great people, so that's okay. I hope you guys had a nice time as well.

[FILTERED TO: NINO-NII]
Can we talk soon? Please?
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Mike, don't forget. Saturday. ♥

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Can I drop by some time this week? I need to ask you something.
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[FILTERED TO: SHIBUTANI-KUN]
Thanks for looking after the baby this weekend. If you have any plans, I'll definitely make it up to you by doing the same.
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Just wanted to say it once and for all, so people will stop bugging me about it. I'm not doing drama club this time. End of discussion.

Maybe I can join some other club this semester. Guys, what's fun?

Mike, did you see my math book? I swear I had it earlier. Not that I want to study math on a Saturday morning. I thought I could use it to hide that stain I just made on your desk.

...I suppose I should just clean it.

Five days till Valentine's Day, people. Go and make me chocolates.

Some people should reply to my posts when I ask them stuff.

Why am I up already? It's not even light yet. Gah, I'm back to waking up before 5am. I thought I was cured of that sickness. I'm starting to feel like I somehow travelled back a few months.

Anyway.

So, I guess a bunch of us will be walking around the school with babies soon, hm? I wonder what the other teachers think of that. (Do we have to find a babysitter during PE class? Ah, then again, I'm in a different class, anyway, so it shouldn't be a problem.)

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Good thing I haven't seen any posters of my new hairdo around the school yet. You're learning.
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I'm not even sure what to write, I'm just pretty much killing time until it's time to go do something.

[FILTERED TO: FUMI]
You're not up yet, are you? If you are, call me and we can go for a long walk with the dogs.
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[FILTERED TO: JIN]
Akanishi, can we talk soon? Seriously? There's something I want to tell you.
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[FILTERED TO: NINO]
Yo! I got my acceptance letter from the Alpine Centre. I just need to keep my grades as they are now and improve on my English (they want a fucking A, those bastards) but if I manage to do all that, they'll have me as a foreign student this September. Want to go and celebrate soon? Take Ohno-kun if you want.
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[FILTERED TO: MIKE]
I want to tell you something. It's good. Or... it is for me. And possibly for you during the holidays, if you have any money to spend. Want to hear it?
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[FILTERED TO: TEGOSHI]
Remember. Next week. Zoo. ♥
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[FILTERED TO: MASSU]
Oi, you annoying twit. Why don't I hear from you. Stop moping about Hiroki, you need to cut my hair.
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I should probably get serious about finding a partner for that child care thing before Tsuyoshi-sensei pairs me up with some idiot.

And where the hell is our coach? Don't tell me I have to go down to the nurse's office to remind him we still exist. I'm terrified of what I'll find there.

How did I manage to update this thing every day before winter break? Almost weekend again, I didn't write anything here all week.

So, stuff that's been on my mind.

Drama Club. Don't shoot me, guys, but I don't know yet.

Swim Club. Yes or no? At the very least the coach is hot. Which is more than I can say about basketball. (When do we start training again, coach?)

Home Economics class. Still need to pair up with someone to take care of a stupid egg all semester. Ah, gotta love third year. Any takers? I promise you can be the mom.

Ne, Jin, Jun, Koki, last week was great, let's do it again soon?
[OOC: Now that my internet is working again... it's not my turn, is it? XD And even though the log isn't close to finished, I'm assuming it was great. Because what else could it have been.]

Nino-nii. Have I told you lately that you're an ass? ♥

Ah, PE is great! Now that I've transferred to another class. Thanks for the help, Kato.

Oi, Akanishi. Someone just told me Justin Timberlake-san will be in Japan for concerts this spring. Are you going?

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Ne, I kind of asked your room mate if he felt like going clubbing with us on Friday, the guy seriously needs to get out more. I haven't heard back from him yet and maybe his pride will make him decline (I kind of... implied he has no friends) but if he does want to go, is that okay with you? Jin says it's fine.
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[OOC: Also, is it okay if Ryo/Jin/Koki(/Jun) run into Yasu and Kame, since they're going clubbing as well? We haven't had any RyoKame angst in a while. :D]

I haven't updated this thing in ages. What happened to updating every day.

I'm hungry.

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Remember. Clubbing. Friday.
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[FILTERED TO: TOMO]
Hey baby.
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[FILTERED TO: MIKE]
♥ When are you coming for a sleepover.
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[FILTERED TO: FUMI]
Ninja Turtle ripped my shirt. I demand a new one.
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Uh yeah. So, food. See you around, guys.

(What happened to the days when I actually had something to write about?)

Wow. So here we are again. Feels weird to sit here and update this journal, it's kind of like the last few weeks didn't exist, right? Only they did exist and I'm glad they did because guys, Greece was beautiful. And cold. We had snow at New Year's and too much food at Christmas and I do have pictures, but I'm being lazy about uploading them so if you want to see, give me a call.

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Ne, about last night... thanks. Sorry for talking about stuff like that at a party.
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[FILTERED TO: MIKE]
You okay? Sorry for leaving while you were still asleep but I kind of had my own problems to deal with as well. Go out with me tonight?
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[FILTERED TO: NINO]
Didn't see you at the party last night, which is kind of shocking. What're you up to on your first day back here?
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Are we okay?
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[FILTERED TO: JIN]
Soon, when it's warmer, we should go to a real beach.
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To all of you I didn't see last night, hi! Hope you had a great time and I'll see you around. Whether I want to or not.

I'm still alive! I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas. I doubt it was as good as mine, but you can all be a close second. Only a few more days until New Year's Eve. Have fun! See you around.

Oh. I hope Mike did as he promised and gave you all the Christmas gifts I bought for you and then forgot about and left in my room because I was too busy with midterms and packing for Greece.
(Mike, thanks for playing Santa for me. I'll make it up to you.)

[FILTERED TO: MASSU]
How did you find out what hotel we're staying in? Have you been talking to my mother again? And what is this about the Bahamas?
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สวัสด
สบายดีไหม
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Yassou file mou... or something to that extent.

Writing this on my phone from Nino's place (stop trying to read along over my shoulder... yes, I mean you). Leaving for Greece tomorrow! I hear it's 8 degrees Celsius and raining. Maa, at least it's not freezing. Though I think it actually warmer here... o.o

Anyway, have a nice Christmas and I'll see you all next year. ♥

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Teach me Thai.
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It seems the morning has become the time for me to update this thing. Today, too, I'm writing long before the sun has even woken and I'm typing by the light of my screen alone, unwilling to turn on the light. Hush, keys, be quiet.

I'm still in kind of a poetic mood even though it's been a few days since the play. I truly had fun, I hope you all enjoyed watching or playing as well. Even though I never even planned to be a part of this, now I want to audition again for the next play - even if it's to be a musical as some people seem to want. Na, Mike, I guess I should thank you for dragging me along that time. And Maru for suggesting me for the role of Romeo even if it was just to annoy me. I ended up having a lot of fun. Thanks, guys.

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I had half a mind to talk to Kazuya - can I still call him that? I don't care, I still will - after the second play, but he was gone before I had a chance. I'm not sure what I would have said, but I felt like I should. How was the play for him, I wonder, was it painful? Embarrassing? Secretly enjoyable? I guess I'll never find out. I haven't seen him since he left the stage, but since it's been weekend, I suppose that's not so strange.

What's up with people leaving anonymous gifts at my door? First the teddy, now this. Though I think I know who it's from. I don't really have a reason to think so, it's just... the feel of the thing, the scent that's only in my imagination. I wonder what made him do that. Also, I guess that means he knows I moved. That must hurt, or am I giving myself too much credit here? Do I even have that kind of effect on him now?
It's kind of sad that I don't have a picture of us to use. I wouldn't use a picture of me and Tomo, that would just be wrong. Not that I have any of those... I need to bring my camera to class and lunch and basketball training - everything. I need to take pictures of everything before the end of the year because it's the last chance I have. The last chance to immortalize memories. I guess I will use a picture of myself for now.
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Have people taken pictures of the play or filmed it? It would be good to have something to remember this by. Something more than just memories, I mean.

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You're back, right? Walking the dogs is no fun without you.
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Ah, not even 4:30 am. Anyone else awake at this time? If not, I guess I should go back to bed for a bit. I won't be able to sleep, but at least it's nice and warm and. ♥

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Life is good. My view is perfect. Yes, life is good.

I know there's things we should have done differently but in the end... yes, it was definitely all worth it.

Life is good. ♥
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Time for Christmas shopping. Tell me what you want or you won't get a thing. Or worse, something I think you might want. You all know how that usually turns out. Talk to me, people, whisper your wishes into my ear.

If you're not sure whether or not I'm talking to you, I'm probably not.

As for myself, I want a map of Siberia.

♥

[OOC: Yeah, this is a bit late because I managed to sleep for like 20 hours, but who cares... >_>]

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I... don't think I've been this excited over something in a very long time. I feel like a damn schoolgirl. One of those 14 year old ones when they see their idol on TV. It's insane. But OMG. Admin, I love you. Seriously.

Should I leave him a message? Maybe he'll still check before we pick him up. Ah, no, I'll tell him in person. I hope he's happy.
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[FILTERED TO: FUMI]
So. Found a way to take all these millions of people to the hospital yet? Maybe we should go with two cars. You can drive one, maybe coach-san has a death wish and I'm sure Hiroki trusts you enough as well. There's no way I'll let Tomo get in with you, though, and Koki, was Koki coming too? Well, he can make up his own mind, I'm sure.
See you soon?
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[OOC: I'm assuming they went after school?]

[FILTERED TO: YAMASHITA SHOON-KUN]
There's too many Yamashita's in this school. o.o
Anyway, I got the okay from the admin so I'm going to move around some stuff now, I might skip the next class too since I'm picking up Tomo from the hospital after school and I want to be moved in before that time. If you don't have time to move right now, don't worry, I won't touch your stuff.
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So, it seems I'm moving out. Just got the okay from the admin. Don't forget me, na. You're still under the obligation of showing me a ghost. Remember how we talked about sneaking out and finding some haunted castle? When it's a bit warmer, we should definitely do that. Also, feel free to visit, Tomo says it's okay, too. And I think Kawai is interested in an aura reading now, sorry for talking about you? ^^
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[FILTERED TO: MIKE]
Hiya, dorm mate. ^^
I'm going to move in my stuff now, whatever you have planned, touch it and you die. ♥
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[FILTERED TO: NINO]
I won't need that master key after all, but thanks for the trouble!
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[FILTERED TO: TOMO]
See you soon. ♥
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Damn it damn it damn it I'm so sick of that guy. Already. I kind of want to tell Fumi but I can't be that selfish. I really want to, though. It's either that or just... don't go anymore. But I don't want to stop going. Though... this way, I don't find enjoyment in it. Ack, I hate this. What is the right thing to do?

Maa. Tomo said talk to Fumi. Damn it. Here goes nothing.
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[FILTERED TO: FUMI]
Ano sa... is it absolutely necessary that that lame stalker Taguchi-sensei walks with us in the morning? >_>"
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[FILTERED TO: NINO]
Get off your lazy ass and come open a room for me. Actually, no, don't. I uhm, might not be using it. I'll explain later.
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I'm filling in those forms now. I feel kind of like a hermit, it's Friday night and instead of having fun with friends I'm sitting in my room filling in forms. Oh, how life has changed. Until not too long ago, I didn't even have five minutes of spare time on a Monday afternoon and now I just hang around and do nothing. I hope things will change soon.
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[FILTERED TO: TOMO]
I picked up the forms earlier, I'll see if I can hand them back in tomorrow. I know it's a Saturday but surely people will be around? I've never actually done this before so I wouldn't know. Anyway, a few days don't really matter since you're not here anyway.
Oh, did you know that in your absence you acquired a room mate? I had a nice little chat with him earlier, he was totally willing to cooperate. Now I just have to talk to Fujigaya, but he's asleep.
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[FILTERED TO: FUJIGAYA]
Na, roomie. I found a solution to our little problem that doesn't involve you hiding out in hallways in the middle of the night. What would you say if I told you I found you a new room mate? His name is Yamashita Shoon, he's a tenth grader I think and he's really nice. I'm sure you'll like him. And don't worry, you can still come and see me whenever you want. ♥
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People are going to hunt us down over this, aren't they? Well, tough luck. We've done things our way so far and we'll keep doing things our way. Get used to it already.
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Ahh, it's after midnight, which means it's December. December, month of mid terms and winter break. Can we skip the mid terms? Ah, and of Christmas, of course, I want to eat a really big cake.

Early day tomorrow, time to sleep.